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Straight Panic - Field Rations

from "Let It Be Known​.​.​.​" by Carrion Eater / Straight Panic

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Coping. Unhealthy.
Habits. Tics.
This isn't obsession
or some weak-kneed faggot yearning.
Don't say addiction.
Impulse control is saying yes, when able.
Self control is saying yes.
That's a difference healthy happy people don't grasp.
Can't discern.
Never notice.

Too violent.
Too aggressive.
Triggering.
Please. Please.

Along the way, had to become hidden.
Private. Compartmentalized.
Because political economy trumps personal tastes.
Can't believe: civil society should be utilitarian while studying degradation.
Abuse.
Objectification.
Cruelty heaped upon itself.

Fucked up.
Unhealthy and cruel.
Hateful.
Never wanted my opinion.
Any time used on work is wrong.
Never anything other than silent, dumb adoration.

Ask GOD how that's working out.

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from "Let It Be Known​.​.​.​", released June 21, 2020

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Minneapolis (2014-2017)
New Orleans (2017-2020)
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